Well, Well, Well, if it isn't part three of this ridiculous saga of me breaking my own heart by crushing on guys I have no idea if they're single and into dudes.
We're here YET AGAIN!!!
Sometimes I wish I was asexual, I could just enjoy life instead of getting my heart broken into pieces.
So it all started in June 2022, my friend Chey and I went to a Crystal store. As we were about to leave, I saw this absolutely stunning ginger wearing a mask. I was like, whoooo is thattt? We kept eying each other, and we were both wearing masks!!!
I did some Instagram stalking for the company and found out who this guy was and saw he hosts events there. So me and my good judy Donna, started going to his events! At first, it wasn't working out and I thought, oh it's just some cute guy, a dime a dozen.
But then, I went to a psychic fair and just wanted to go to the booths. The second I got out of my car, the psychics face was in my head. This meant I needed to see her! So I saw the psychic who was telling me things I didn't tell her. She said that this guy is my "twin flame" and I need to pursue him and how I made an impact on him without knowing it.
This time, it was very obvious that he is LGBT.
Here's where things get weird.... AGAIN....
Like the second Ace, he's a ginger and like Scotty, he's about 8 years younger than me.
1. We have the same birthday, December 20th.
2. We both have a red phone and hate the cold weather.
3. We're both artists who are also into spiritual stuff.
4. He is more of a listener and isn't great at disengaging a conversation.
When I say, there were so many signs this was supposed to happen, I mean it! From seeing heart shaped clouds in the sky when thinking about him, to doing pick a card tarot readings that were all saying the same thing! I just kept seeing signs.
I figured since I was starting to get on the right path, both spirtually and career wise, I thought that for once things were going to go right and that it was just a matter of time!
Unfortunately, that didn't last.
It took a while, but me and Donna were getting him out of his shell. He was clearly very guarded, but he started getting comfortable around us.
One day, we both went in for his session and I got this strange vibe. Something was off.
So the last time I saw him, I gave him a present because I felt he needed it. I can tell when a crystal is calling someone so I got him one. I also put in a Saggitarius bracelet. So that day, he gave me the Saggitarius bracelet back and said thank you for giving it to him, but he doesn't wear bracelets. I got a weird vibe from the interaction as well.
At some point, he mentioned he had a partner and I was distraught. I was shocked! Like this didn't make any sense, the signs were all saying it would be happening eventually.
I was stunned, just stunned. Now I'm confused!!
It's like why does this happen, I always end up liking a guy and he always ends up being straight and the one time I like someone who's queer and he's unavailable!! I don't get it!!!
So here's the thing, that day, me and Chey went to the crystal store and saw him. We were supposed to go somewhere
completely different but Donna told us go to this store. If it wasn't for us going there on that day, we wouldn't have seen the ginger and we probably wouldn't have gone back to this place!
I thought that this was some sort of divine timing, like I wasn't looking for a boyfriend and then bam, who is this?! We weren't even going to go there and yet we ended up there and if it wasn't for knowing Chey, I probably would have just gone there one time with Donna the previous week and that's it, never again. After going there, we found another Crystal store that has more events so we kind of gravitate towards that one now.
1. Everyone always has a 2 or 8 year difference from me.
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