Obviously for privacy, I will be changing the names of the people involved.
Something interesting I've noticed is, every guy I've had a crush on was either 2 years younger or older than me, or 8 years younger or older than me.
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2015: "Ace 1" The first big crush I had was in 2015, a security guard that I worked with
2015: "Ace 1" The first big crush I had was in 2015, a security guard that I worked with
. Who I didn't find attractive until I shook his hand. Afterwards, I felt like I was high all the time. I couldn't stop thinking about him, when I was around him, I felt like nothing could go wrong! It was the wildest thing I ever experienced. When I found out he was straight and had a girlfriend. I WAS DEVESTATED, I was literally depressed for 4 days and I really do think I was experiencing heartbreak, despite ever being with him.
Notable Features: He was 2 years younger than me, bald by choice, had nice muscles, and a Criminal Justice Major. Has the same name as other guys I unintentionally ended up liking later on, who had similar descriptions.
2017: "Scotty" - Was this quiet guy I worked with who I had a crush on just because I didn't have a crush on anyone, and I for some reason felt the need to crush on someone. I just thought he was cute, but the more I worked with him, the more I developed a crush on him.
2018: "Second Ace", This guy worked in another department of a job I had. I believe I had passed by him before, but I didn't "notice" him until the company had a party, where I got to see him close up. I never did get to talk to him, but for some reason, he was ALWAYS on my mind. He made me feel similar to the first Ace, where I had this feeling of being high when I saw him.
In this case, I am 95% sure he was actually gay. Also, he was a ginger, and most male gingers are gay. I don't make the rules, I just abide by them.
Notable Features: He was approximately, also two years younger than me, a CJ major and the first Ginger guy I had a crush on.
2019: "Davey", who to this day, is the only guy I had a crush on that I became friends with. I knew he was straight from the beginning, but I still developed a crush on him. It was hard not to, he is literally the sweetest guy I've ever met, he's such a good person that it's hard not to, he also has such a cute laugh. I will say, there were certain things that did make me question his sexuality, so some of it was, wait, is he really straight?! One of the ladies I worked with even said there's something else there. But it wasn't for me to discover anyways.
Notable Features: He happens to be two years older than me, certain things about him reminded me of the first Ace.
2022: Gael - This guy that I made eye contact with at a store, I felt like it was mutual and I knew he worked there so I looked up the store's instagram and found out he does classes there. So I signed me and my friend up! lol
It took me almost two years to fully get over him. I KNEW HIM FOR TWO MONTHS!!
Notable Features: He was 2 years younger than me, bald by choice, had nice muscles, and a Criminal Justice Major. Has the same name as other guys I unintentionally ended up liking later on, who had similar descriptions.
2017: "Scotty" - Was this quiet guy I worked with who I had a crush on just because I didn't have a crush on anyone, and I for some reason felt the need to crush on someone. I just thought he was cute, but the more I worked with him, the more I developed a crush on him.
Eventually, I realized he reminded me of my brother, and I pretty much lost all attraction to him. lol
Notable Features: He was about 8 years younger than me, my gawd, am I a cougar?! lol (I was 27 and he was 19)
2018: "Second Ace", This guy worked in another department of a job I had. I believe I had passed by him before, but I didn't "notice" him until the company had a party, where I got to see him close up. I never did get to talk to him, but for some reason, he was ALWAYS on my mind. He made me feel similar to the first Ace, where I had this feeling of being high when I saw him.
In this case, I am 95% sure he was actually gay. Also, he was a ginger, and most male gingers are gay. I don't make the rules, I just abide by them.
Notable Features: He was approximately, also two years younger than me, a CJ major and the first Ginger guy I had a crush on.
2019: "Davey", who to this day, is the only guy I had a crush on that I became friends with. I knew he was straight from the beginning, but I still developed a crush on him. It was hard not to, he is literally the sweetest guy I've ever met, he's such a good person that it's hard not to, he also has such a cute laugh. I will say, there were certain things that did make me question his sexuality, so some of it was, wait, is he really straight?! One of the ladies I worked with even said there's something else there. But it wasn't for me to discover anyways.
My crush on him did fluctuate and it did go away at times. Everyone likes the bad boys, but I like the sweet guys. Honestly, I think I really was falling for him. If this man came out of no where, got on one knee and proposed to me, I'd say yes.
Nearing the end of working with him, I started to get high off working with him. He just made me feel so good! One time, I asked if he wanted to hang out, and he rejected me. Similarly to the first Ace, I got a bit of heartbreak because of it.
Nearing the end of working with him, I started to get high off working with him. He just made me feel so good! One time, I asked if he wanted to hang out, and he rejected me. Similarly to the first Ace, I got a bit of heartbreak because of it.
Shortly after, I got a new job. We're basically pen pals since he doesn't want to hang out, but I also understand that he has a kid.
Notable Features: He happens to be two years older than me, certain things about him reminded me of the first Ace.
2019: Ace 3, who I worked with alongside Davey. He was the son of the owner of the job I worked for. Probably the sexiest man I've ever met in my entire life! Oh my god, that man could have his way with me any day of the week! He is however, a complete idiot and a jerk off. lol
Notable Features: Also named Ace, Bald, and had nice muscles like the first Ace. His department was the Drug and Alcohol Testing department, so in a way, he was the Criminal Justtice section like the previous two Aces. (He was about 8 years older than me, I was 29-31, he was 37-40)
2021: Rowan: Was another guy I worked with, I didn't really pay any attention to him until he shaved his really ugly beard off. It made me think about that Spongebob meme, where Squidward goes "OH NO!!! HES HOTT!!!!".
I rarely saw him, but there were a few times where I daydreamed about him and was able to feel this feeling of "High", that some of the previous guys made me feel.
After that, I was like helllloooo sirrrr. He worked the warehouse, but always came in with a designer jacket and button up shirt. He cleaned up super nice! He was also a sweetheart too, he would bake cupcakes for everyone in the office and other similar things. He had such an adorable laugh as well.
After that, I was like helllloooo sirrrr. He worked the warehouse, but always came in with a designer jacket and button up shirt. He cleaned up super nice! He was also a sweetheart too, he would bake cupcakes for everyone in the office and other similar things. He had such an adorable laugh as well.
Notable Features: He was about 2 years younger than me as well!
2022: Gael - This guy that I made eye contact with at a store, I felt like it was mutual and I knew he worked there so I looked up the store's instagram and found out he does classes there. So I signed me and my friend up! lol
The week before his class, I couldn't stop thinking about him. It was wild. But when the class finally came, I was confused, I was like wait, am I attracted to him? He is absolutely adorable and very clearly gay! lol
Notable Features: He's a Ginger like the second Ace and the same age as Scotty.
2022: Basil - I started a new job and everyone is old and then you have this BEEFCAKE who wears tight clothing and has muscles for daysssss. Sweet baby jesus, is he delicious!
Notable Features:Clearly much older than me, very similar vibes to the third Ace. Who was HOTTTTTTT. Except this guy seems like a decent dude. Also, they both have ameezing rump roasts, if you get what I meannnn ;)
• For the First two Aces, Scotty, Davey, Rowan and Gael, I was not attracted to them right away. My attraction to them grew over time.
The only ones I thought were hot off the bat was Ace 3 and Basil
The only ones I thought were hot off the bat was Ace 3 and Basil
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