Kiss of the Scorpion, or "O Beijo do EscorpiĆ£o" as it's called in Portuguese. Is a Portuguese soap opera that stars a woman named Rita, who finds out she has a long lost sister named Alice (Which is pronounced Al-eese), Alice seems like a nice girl, but there's more to her than her fake smiles.
I'd like to redirect to the thing that got me interested in the show, particularly a gay couple in it. I've only watched the gay storyline, but I was thinking of watching the whole series.. but it looks like the gay couple is the only part that's actually in english subtitles. What can I say, everyone loves the gays!
I can try youtube subtitles, but sometimes they come out weird. For example, if a character says "Let's go out to eat", the subtitles will say "Let's go and racetrack on shuffle" and I'm like, well that doesn't make sense...
Although I find some other characters boring, I do find some other characters interesting aside from the two guys. That, and it gets confusing at certain parts because people get mentioned that you don't know, it'll be like this person dies, and I'm like.. who is that.. do I know her.. was she nice?
Anyways...............
I was following the story of Paulo and Miguel. Paulo and Miguel are best friends who also happen to pilot, and co-pilot private planes as their job. Paulo is gay, and he is closeted to most people except for a few people, such as his sister Teresa, or his friend with benefits, Leo. Despite being his best friend, Miguel has no idea Paulo is gay, and that's because Miguel is a homophobe! To add more wood to the fire, Paulo's boss hates gay, people and WILL fire anyone who is gay. So Paulo not only has to keep his sexuality a secret from his best friend, but also his boss and everyone that works there!
Miguel is played by Duarte Gomes, and Paulo is played by Pedro Carvalho.
I'm going to write a basic run down as to what happens in Paulo and Miguel's storyline, I'm going to avoid spoilers, and I'll try to make things vague if needed, except for the obvious fact that Paulo and Miguel end up together... If you didn't think that was where it was going, well it was....
First I'll tell you about Paulo and Miguel's personality,
Paulo is very sweet, very serious and kind.
Miguel is very energetic, party boy, and a womanizer.
Miguel and Paulo's storyline is very well written in a serious manner, Miguel goes through a whole lot of changing throughout the entire show, he reacts very much like other people could in his situation. The show also tackles some problems that LGBT people face, like homophobia, not being able to donate blood because of your sexuality. The writers knew their facts, and it's interesting to see a show that has real aspects, where as other shows may just focus solely on romance or where everyone, and their mother is gay.
A few episodes into their storyline, Paulo and Miguel get incredibly drunk. They end up at Paulo's house, and fall on Paulo's couch. One thing leads to another, and they end up sleeping together!
Paulo tells Miguel he slept on the couch to avoid Miguel's homophobia.
After a comment Miguel makes about being worried about Paulo's "Gaze", the look on Paulo's face just tells you, you know the boy wants that booty again so bad..
Miguel leaves the house not knowing what happened, and Paulo is safe for the mean time. Paulo's sister Teresa, says that Miguel is going to get his memories back eventually and realize what happened that night when they were drunk!
Teresa points out something very important to Paulo, if Miguel is straight, he would NOT have reciprocated kissing Paulo, and sleeping with him. She thinks there has to be more to it! He would have been like, no thanks! So there is definitely more than beats the eye, eventually Paulo realizes there is more to Miguel's sexuality than he thinks.
When Miguel does remember everything, he is fuming. Paulo and Miguel get into a fight and Miguel puts it upon himself to make Paulo's life miserable!
Paulo reveals to Teresa that he has been in love with Miguel for years, which is also why he would not commit to his friend Leo, and only fooled around with him.
Miguel absolutely hates Paulo for quite a while, Miguel becomes a very hate-able character. He is out to get Paulo, and he even tries outing Paulo to his boss so he can get fired, but if he does, Paulo would do the same to Miguel because they did sleep together after all!
Thanks to Paulo's friend Marta, he does not get outed the few times, Miguel tries to out Paulo to his boss. Marta acts as a beard for Paulo in times of need, which pisses Miguel off, but also makes Miguel incredibly jealous too!
Near the end of the feud, Miguel does start to question his sexuality, but he doesn't understand right away because he's always been into women. But when Paulo's plane crashes, he is presumed dead, Miguel finally realizes his feelings when his hatred for Paulo turns into love.
Miguel talks to a therapist about his sexuality and his other problems, after Paulo is "dead" he comes to the therapist again.
Therapist (Afonso): I wasn't expecting you here..
Did something happen?
Miguel: Yes...
Everything happens, lately...
And this time, I may have lost the only person I truly fell in love with..
and I don't.. I don't know how I will keep on living after this.
But just how it is in most shows, Paulo is not actually dead, and the story goes on. Miguel is very relived to get a phone call that Paulo is fine, except for a few minor scratches.
When Miguel and Paulo meet after everyone thought Paulo was dead, they have a very cute reunion and eventually leads to something else....
When they're starting to get jiggy with it, they get cockblocked I mean "interrupted" by Paulo's friend Marta.
They tell Marta that they're together now, and Marta brings a good point. How are they going to keep working at the private jet company if they have recognized their feelings for each other, there will always be some sort of romantic lighting for the two of them. Even if they're together, and Miguel has changed, their boss is still a homophobe who will fire people if they're gay.
When they go back to their job for just a conversation with their boss about the plane crash, they decide once they leave to have some fun in a hotel. There's a very cute scene and they become flirty little school girls, they say some really adorable things at the hotel.
Miguel (To Paulo): And that my life without you doesn't make any sense...
So cute, I can't even..
But, there's just one problem..... there was a spy who overheard their talk about being in a relationship!
Their boss stalks them, and finds their hotel room! He barges into their room when they're getting into robes, and getting all cute! Their boss disguises himself as a waiter knocking on the door, Miguel thinks that it must be the Champagne. But instead comes in the boss, screaming and yelling, telling them they are fired, and he doesn't want "Fairies" working for his company.
After the cuckoo bird is gone, Miguel says a line that both guys repeat throughout the rest of the show, which is very cute.
Miguel: Together, we can face the world!
The guys are out of a job, which I thought would happen from the beginning, they just put so much emphasis on the possibility of Paulo losing his job because of his sexuality. I thought there would be more to it....
Miguel is really upset, so Paolo makes breakfast in bed for him, which Miguel doesn't understand because him liking a guy is still new to him, and no one's ever done that for him before.
You have to understand that Paulo is pretty much the perfect guy, and Miguel is very lucky!
Both Paulo, and Miguel are worried about the fact that not only are they out of a job, but they're both out of their dream job. They have to figure out something, and they both say, as long as they're together they can do anything! They still get into silly arguments, and Miguel is still trying to figure out whats what with himself, and his sexuality.vHe doesn't think he's gay, but he does love Paulo. Basically, Miguel's sexuality is Paulo, and I'd make a meme out of that if I wasn't so lazy.
A couple of cute scenes and episodes later, the boys find out about a diving store that's closing soon. The money they made from working at the airlines is actually enough to buy the store and remake it as their own!
They quickly become the new owners of the store and they get some of the young adults they know to help them out in the store, two including Paulo's niece, and Miguel's nephew.
In this show Miguel, and Paulo's sides of the family all know each other and it's funny because the two guys end up together, which connects the family even more.
Miguel is a little bit surprised when a woman from a neighboring store already knows that Paulo and Miguel are a couple, and he has a revelation that people are eventually going to know the two guys are together. But the woman is happy that a young happy couple takes over the store to give it new life, and Miguel just has to come with terms that other people will know he's with a guy.
There's a little bit more fluff, but also a little bit more of Miguel understanding who he is.
As the show winds down, the two eventually get married and have a cute wedding ceremony in an airport.. of course!
I really enjoyed the show, at least Paulo and Miguel's arc, I am still interested in seeing the whole thing though. (2019 me here, I never got to it, and since it's been so long since I saw it, I've lost interest in the rest of the series. lol)
I'm still fangirling over the show too, I didn't get over it yet and I didn't want to start anything new until I finished this blog post!
I do find that I set myself up for the show, I thought it was going to go a completely different way than it did. So I had expectations that never happened, which made me realize I should go into tv shows without any expectations because that just leads to failure, what really happens and what you thought would happen are two different things.
I do feel like the feud between Paulo and Miguel went on far too long, it went as long as about 12 episodes 34 episodes of the Paulo and Miguel arc. So half of the time they were fighting, and Miguel hated Paulo, but I feel like there should have been more loving. I think Miguel should have gotten over himself sooner, because then him hating Paulo started to get old and dragged on... and then we didn't get enough episodes of them in love; because by then it was almost over.
I feel like Miguel went through three stages in the show, and they can be explained all by a few words each.
The first part of show (Episodes 1-10): Energetic Partyboy
The second part of the show (Episodes 11-21): Giant douche-bag.. whosalsoprobablysecretlyjealousthatawomaniswrappedaroundthearmsofHISMAN!!!
The last parts of the show (Episodes 22-34): Calm, confused, but in love.
One of the interesting things about the show was how Miguel changed throughout the series, it's really interesting to see the kind of character development that he went through. He became a different person each time, just always changing.
I watched an interview by the actors who played Paulo and Miguel, surprisingly enough, the actor who played Miguel was more open minded about the experience, than the Paulo's actor.
If you'd like to see the whole series with English subtitles, check out this youtube channel that has them all!
There's even a behind the scenes videos where the actors go into the show a little bit more!
Also, check out one of the songs that plays on the show.. I don't know if it's Paulo and Miguel's theme song, or if it plays throughout the entire show... but it's awesome and it just always reminds me of the two now!
Here are the reasons why I am a misanthrope, and if you aren't familiar with the term, I will explain. A misanthrope is someone who distrusts, disdains and or hates human species or human nature.
Artwork I made of an alien planet!
From an early age, I didn't like people all that much. When I was in school, I was always the shy quiet kid, that was picked on, and I didn't really have friends until I was 20. So to a degree, minus family, and a few acquaintances here, and there, I've always been alone. I never really liked people that much to begin with because no one wanted to be my friend, and I was just afraid of people, I didn't know how to talk to people. As a grew older, I always tried to avoid the nasty people.
I never knew how terrible people were until I started working in retail, and ever since I haven't been the same! In my two years in retail, I have dealt with the nastiest, laziest, annoying, most idiotic people I have ever met in my life! To think that the world is filled with these scumbags just sickens me.
I have dealt with people who told me to "F off!" just for telling them that the store's shopping carts don't go outside. I had a crazy lady come up to me for no reason, scream and accuse me of getting her in trouble because she had a dog in the store. Another time I was called stupid by a customer because I told her where the purchase line was, and she went the wrong way, she called me stupid because SHE went the wrong way!
But it seems like no matter what you do, or where you go, there's also some jerk-off being a total dickwad!
There is no safe haven! You can go on a facebook group with a community of loving people, and still find people who are going to be ass-wipes and rain on your parade! It doesn't matter where you go, there's always someone that has to say something, whether it's on Facebook, Twitter or even a site you made. You still find people being rude to you, wherever you go!
It's so funny, I have a friend who thinks everyone should be all about the news, and know whats going on with the world. But you know what, I hate people. I see all of the stupid, and nasty things people do, all of the hate and intolerance that people do in the real world.. .that I honestly don't even want to know about it all. There are people who hate people just because of their skin color, there are people that send threats of rape, and injury just because someone is a girl, some people go out of their way to prevent rights for being in love with the same sex. Yes, I think it's understandable to be up to date with the world. But at the same time, to see how disgusting and putrid humans are, I don't really want to... All I really want to do is bring justice to these scum bags that think they're better than everyone else, and have the nerve to be rude or nasty to someone just because of who they are, and dare they be different!
Not to mention that we live in a very heteronormative and sexist society, where all you see in Television and Movies are half naked women, or girls making out. But the minute a half naked guy is on screen, or two guys kiss, everyone loses it! People are very one sided! It's so annoying because when boobs are shoved in your face all of the time, it gets annoying, it's like, where is the kind of thing I want to see?!
Which is also why I love to just keep myself at home, and watch anime or play video games. I get to immerse myself in a world of fantasy and magic, one that actually (sadly) isn't as bad as the world we live in. Especially in action video games or anime, things are usually much more lighter than they are in the real world. There's so much hate and intolerance in the real world, but in an anime or a video game, it's more of a good vs evil kind of thing.
I have just given up on people because of the way hundreds, and millions of people are to other people, it's like no one knows how to not be a dick! Guys, all because you have a dick, does not mean you need to act like one!
I'm just like, I think I like being a shut in because I don't have to deal with assholes.. But then again I still do if I go on the internet, but I just have to watch where I go.
I am getting over it in a sense that everyone can go fuck themselves, and I don't care anymore. I just hope that those people either just die slow, and painful deaths, or just really regret their actions in whatever afterlife that may possibly exist!
The attitudes that I have seen, and faced has just made me hate and dislike people, the very few that I like I have no problem with of course. But I just don't like people and I'm pretty sure most people who have worked in retail can understand!
On a side note, this is my 108th post! 108 is a special number in the Suikoden series!
(As I edit this in 2019, I realize that I was very angry while in retail. I'm glad I'm not in retail anymore, because I have a much lighter tone again!)
New years resolutions can be interesting. You either accomplish some, or all of them, or you don't do any of them at all!
I don't really make new years resolutions, but I am this year!
For me, I want to make some changes, and they are as followed!
1. Go to bed at a normal time! - I have a habit of going to bed really late! Sometimes 4 or 3 am, but I tend to go to bed at 2 am, especially when I have work at 9 and have to get up at 7.
I'm always tired these days, and once I get home, I'm not tired anymore!! It's really weird actually! But I need to get myself on a good track.
2. Clean my room - I for some reason have no motivation to clean my room, but I have to do something. I feel like if my room was clean I would be more motivated to do productive things!
3. Stop procrastinating all of the time! Studies show that procrastinating is good for you and relieves stress, but I am almost never productive! I want to change that and do lot's of things I want to do.
4. Get my drivers license - I have failed my road test twice, the first time was because I didn't know certain things, and the instructor was crazy/rude, the second time was because I was so nervous! But no more, I am going to do my best next time and I have to pass the road test! I can't take the bus my whole life!
5. A new job - I would love to get a new job, but I need my driver's license first because I live in a quiet area and the buses don't run near my preferred places of employment (Office settings)
6. Getting my act together - I want to make video games, I want to make comics, stories, draw, make and sell things on ebay.. maybe even make youtube videos from time to time. I have to switch a gear to actually do things!
7. Play video games! - Ever since I got a new computer in 2010, I don't play video games as much as I used to. I'm on the internet all of the time. There's nothing necessarily wrong with that, but I miss playing some of my favorite games. I used to play video games all of the time, and now it's occasionally. I feel that not only is it easier to be more productive when playing a game, because there's not as much to do as there is on the internet, but playing more games will allow me to have more creative ideas.
8. Get off the computer! - I am on the computer too much, and the sad thing is that it's usually to do nothing but procrastinate! I have to do productive things and not waste my time looking at silly pictures of cats all day.
9. Learn to dance? - My friends want to teach me to dance, and they showed me how already, but we're going to train more. This would help me on social levels too, to feel better and more comfortable in my own skin. Plus, I can also slay everyone with awesome dancing skillz!
10. Make more friends - This is a given, as we always meet new people in our lives. I would love to make some more friends, especially people I get along with really well.. I only have a few of those.
Do you have any? If so, comment yours below.
EDIT from 2019.
1, 2, 3 and 6, I'm still working on, but actually making progress for once.
4, 5, 9, I've accomplished.
10, is a given, I've made some really great friends since.
